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hold me

I’ll show you my heart in my palm

The blood it drips does my body harm

I just keep ignoring the alarm 

Of love

another sea

another lipstick

another piece of cloth

when will i stop, to be pretty enough 

and be inter racial changeable?

another story

another post 

when can I be a cell phone

that gives out electricity 

another tablet

another pill

I am a battery 

and a never stop ending radio-o-o

another man

another woman 

they’re all maybe human 

and I’m to turn them all into plastic 

another sun

another moon

constellation 

and a husband and me

tripping

A trip with you and your sensibility 

Sure sounds like a dream without serendipity 

Full of deceitfulness, won’t lie

this some type of trip

Going outwards in search of possibilities 

Coming backwards to gather something like secrecy

long flights

The flight you miss became a butterfly you’ll kiss.

The time passed will go into a big river and flow to somewhere else.

So please don’t worry honey 

You will be carried

When you’re gone, not forever, not always, but ever since

When I’m high

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When I’m low

The crunchiness of the oats is insipid to chew

When you’re all I want 

I want two thirds of you

And jealousy too

I miss blue

constellation

False hope lights a blue flame in my body

Burning like butterfly kisses on my heart

That’s the shape of false hope

And that’s why things are drifted apart

I think of this as drowning in honey while holding to a thin rope 

Slowly sinking down into a deep hole 

But the honey’s so sweet

One second it’s like the summer ocean breeze 

The next it will let you freeze 

That’s the shape of false hope

One will not ever leave until he finds his own road

now

when you’re in my head

Wandering around

The feelings I have is always contradictory 

Sometimes I’m happy

Sometimes I feel blue

I want to put an end to this but sure I can’t 

Because it’s bittersweet 

Because I’m too weak

I’m just getting used to be thinking of you

love letter 

I keep your love letter in my bag

Along with the train ticket from Beijing to Shanghai 

Give me a feeling of reality

Is it a dream I say to myself

All I get back is your handwriting that I can’t tell

Going on and on

To the end of the page

Oh we’re traveling fast

Oh we’re traveling fast

It’s just a love letter

Some couple of notes

You made up

I don’t know why it reminds me

The day we met on the train 

I can’t forget

The words you said 

they are priceless

I open my eyes and it reminds me

I should never let you go

marry me

Now that we met

In a beautiful sunset 

It just can’t be unseen

Where in my life have you been

Now the feelings grow

In a way that I cannot show

I can’t think in retrospect

For these are the words that I can’t take back

changeable

There’s something going on

We’ve go something going on

All the colors don’t matter now

We are interracial changeable

wings of desire (梦)

There are things that will never happen 

One of them is me get your heart broken 

If you’ve never touched fire

I’ll be your wings of desire

somewhere, Singapore

Pouring rain coming all of a sudden

I am wondering where’s Sudan 

Sitting by the window

Looking at Singapore 

I don’t quite usually enjoy southeastern weather 

But Singapore 

Oh Singapore 

You’re a pearl even though Vermeer’ll never visit

But Van Gogh wandered here before

By the shore 

a little whale

Little Whale was born in Big Sea

Once in my life I was close to you

Now Big Sea grows bigger

And no one pulls the trigger 

Little Whale grows up in love

He swims faster than other dudes

Now he learns a lesson

Faster isn’t always better with no reason

Little Whale died in Japan

He was on TV when he died with you

With you he had no regret

Even though you’re not blond but a brunette 

erased (unfinished)

i don’t wanna take you somewhere

all the money i spent it goes nowhere

poem nice to read on a train

You’re the moon

I’m your velvet blue

You’re the moon

I was born in late June

You’re the moon

Every night I ask if you love me too

the nearness of London

I love parks

They’re good for my heart

More importantly 

You love parks as well

I’m not sure

They say I can’t make it

I say 

    I will but actually I’m not sure

    I will make it but I’m not sure now

    I’m not sure for a moment 

    I used to know for sure

    Now I’m not sure

probability 

Probability is deceitful 

It is illusional 

I don’t believe there is a number 

That can predict our future

Our future unseen

you’re the reason why I want to believe 

There are things not logical 

But beautiful 

That’s the probability between us

if I… will you?

if I

     Read what you read 

     Watch what you watch

     Listen to what you listen to

Will you

     Care what I say

     Know what I think

     Love who I am?

lonely without you

I don’t know what it’s like to miss you

Cus you’re on my mind all the time

I don’t know why I feel lonely without you 

I’ve been dreaming a lot about you and I 

Sometimes I think about other men

In the end they are all just friends

All would be meaningless

If I give up this madness

Please stop being cruel

Stop making all the rules

Follow me and don’t be a fool

Please love me like you care

No writing back ain’t no fair

I’m lonely without you being there

the old trouble

Things of the universe don’t fit

Even all the harmonies are fake

My love for you won’t change a bit

and every step I’ll take

Will end up with you

no mood for poetry

I wanna like every picture you posted 

Comment on them wittily as if without trying

but I’m not in the mood for poetry

You don’t belong with me

I’m not in the mood for poetry 

And yet here’s another stupid poem for you

If I ever mastered symmetry 

This line would end up with “you”, too

the flowers from yesterday

Yesterday is my favorite day

So close yet faraway

Flowers from yesterday reminded me of you

So loving and so blue

the flowers from yesterday

I have nothing to loose

I could be on the next flight to you

The flowers from yesterday knew

I looked like a fool

I thought this was love

You’re all I can think of

But when I check my inbox

I know this is a hoax 

heartbreak

The heartbreak 

You won’t mistake 

All the risk I’m willing to take 

Is to hold your hand 

And jump into a lake

surreal moments 

When the sun is no longer a sphere so high

We can dance even if the music ends

In my dream where stones fly

And you are my best friend 

untitled

Every word has already been sung

Nothing new under the sun

Since when does god take away all the fun

From the curious nun

untitled

It’s not love. It’s illusions.

I’m not drunk. I’m high on emotions.

It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head.

I’ll love no one instead. 

I’ll love you till I’m dead.

jealous guy

I’m jealous of everyone, everything

Name anything and I can give you a reason why I’m jealous of that 

I’m the king of jealousy, but I’m not in pain

I guess you can call me an appreciative guy as well

never easy

Do you remember we holding hands

By the lake, walking

You said, I’ll never leave you alone

I said, I’ll never let you go

We were stupid to think

Holding hands by the lake walking

Was an easy thing

crazy

It’s not appropriate anymore

They’ll tell you I’m insane

But I’ll love you forevermore 

For you I’ll jump out of a plane

all end up with you

People said I should move on

I think they’re right

I can’t think of you anymore

I have poems to write

Songs to sing

Drawings to draw

But they’re all me thinking of you

how

How to be somebody you miss?

I posted

I made a scene

I can’t think of another way 

To be somebody you miss

To be somebody you kiss

they know

Invisible I am to you

But I try not to be

I try so hard that even the hackers in my computer know I like you.

deeply

Well all those other girls

They are beautiful 

But they’re not into you like me

I’m into you very very deeply 

No words can describe how deep it is

don’t blame me

Don’t blame me for loving you like crazy

Cus I could have been crazier

For you I would kill a dragon

And eat it

All of it

Even the eyeballs

For you I would touch fire

Cus I’ve already done so with my soul

And it felt great.

Taylor Swift trilogy

He’s so tall

And handsome as hell

All the girls fall

For his unbreakable spell

I don’t wanna wait forever

I just want us to be together 

I don’t wanna dream whenever

Our love can’t be based on weather

I wanna be your end game

Since everything is not the same

We used to be crazy

To be mad

Now I’m your daisy 

I’m the best you’ll ever have

untitled

I’m honest of my feelings

My feelings for you are delicate

I wonder

Is this real love?

Is this real love?

Is this real love?

I guess there is no answer 

The answer was buried in memories

ultimate dream

I want to live in a castle on a hill

Preferably by the sea too

Where I could choose my own furniture

And the color of the curtains 

If there’s a dragon

My children will become friends with him

My family and the dragon

Will live happily in the castle on the hill

this is…

This is not a moon

This is not how I say I miss you

This is me trying

To make you come back soon

This is not a love letter

This is how things work

This is what’s about to happen

To move on for the better

This is not a give or take 

This is a plea for you to reply

This is not desperate 

To ask you to reciprocate

the one

The lucky one

The burning sun

Among all things

You choose roses over guns

The unspeakable words

The false message I heard

You said you liked me 

Now it sounds absurd

The train to nowhere

The wind blowing through my hair

I lean by the window

Saying I love you I swear

the story of stars and the falling of the stars

Before everything begins

there’s a girl

wishing on stars

Now that everything ends

stars became pearls 

warming her heart

you

You are somebody I missed

not the one I love

not the one I sometimes think of 

You are somebody I kissed

not the one I write letters to

not the one I sing songs to

You are somebody I reminisced

not the one I called during midnight 

not the one I’ll dress in white

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飞机比eat早到，请问是飞机飞的快了，还是时间过的快了?

等到一切都尘埃落定再做决定不是我的风格，在一切尘埃落定之前就做决定也不是我的风格，我的风格是更智慧，更随机，更感性，更不会令我后悔的风格，具体说就是在尘埃落定之前和尘埃落定之后的那一瞬间作出决定。我不能说我的决定都是正确的，但它们都是必然的。

紫色是我心脏的颜色。因为你最喜欢紫色，我最喜欢你。其实我不是很确定什么是你最喜欢的颜色，所以我也不是很确定你会不会喜欢我。

我们四目相对的时间加起来有多久呢？是一站地铁那么久，还是三首歌的时间，或者是一万年。我想一定会比很久要更久。

我曾经会疑惑：我的真心到底会不会被好好珍惜。因为首先我不好意思问，其次问了也不一定得到真实的答案，再其次真实的答案就是不会。所以我决定将我的心留给自己，不会再给别人一次机会了。

爸妈说：除了我们你谁都不要相信。可是我其实只相信我自己。可是，有的时候会没有一个人相信我，那时候我真的不知道该怎么办。所以当所有人都不相信你的时候，你会怎么办呢？但这种问题一般人不用考虑。

我嫉妒你的右手，因为它能随时牵起你的左手。

最近的事总是让我很抓狂：发型和天气的不稳定，点的外卖半天没到，家里的植物奄奄一息，随机播放的歌每一首都想切，指甲剪得太短会隐隐作痛，打翻了最后一瓶酸奶……虽然你也帮不上什么忙，可是你在就好了。

想你的时候，我会计算我们之间的距离，然后把单位换成光年，就觉得我们很近很近了。

我在想你的模样，想你说的话，想你看我的表情，好像我也只能想这么多了，你也没什么好想的。

我爱人的方式有很多种，你们都以为我只会写打油诗，混乱的小文章，唱得断气的歌，画很丑的画……但实际上，我会把我喜欢的人作为电脑屏保，偶尔会给他烧柱香，每天检查他的朋友圈封面，个性签名。我很无聊吧，还有更无聊的：我会研读他每天的星座解析，把他的照片放在床头，把他的initial挂在脖子上，读他读的书，看他看的电影，听他听的音乐，听他前女友听的音乐……把他放在心最中间。

如果我们不能改变结局，我们也许可以决定一切是怎么开始的：我们都买了同一件外套，喝着同一个牌子的咖啡，坐上连坐的飞机……这一切的选择都是我们开始的可能。你是我无数选择的结局。

你的名字和我的名字一样长，但是比我的大，比我的更好听。你的名字可以作为重要领导的名字，我的就好像不太行。我们的名字还很互补，你叫林大树，我叫叶小草。

我用一场梦的时间，忘记了你。在梦里你是鱼，我是吃鱼的人，我被你的刺伤的太深，这辈子再也不吃鱼。我清醒的时候本就是不吃鱼的，我以为这样我就不会受伤了，可是我万万没想到，有种东西叫得不到的爱情。

我会疯狂的爱上一个给我所有偶然与巧合的人。如果世界上所有看上去不可能的可能都被我遇到了，这听上去就很疯狂诶。

旅行的意义对我来说是一种改变：改变看到的风景，改变吃的东西，酒店电视机里奇怪的电视节目，新的冰激凌的口味，等火车的时候在站台上发现的火鸡印章，发现这个公园里的阳光可以比那个公园的温暖，因为这一切都有你在我身边。你是这一切改变的原因。

我也会担心，我写的东西没有人看，画的画没有人爱。这就好像你不希望自己的孩子被别人觉得丑一样吧。也就好像莫言希望自己的书有人读，这样他就可以在北京买一套两百平米的房子一样。我和诺奖得主都有着同样的困扰呢。

天空突然下起倾盆大雨，我当然是在想你。我在想：你会不会突然想见我，不带雨伞，一路狂奔，湿湿的头发挂在额头，出现在我家门口。你是我不切实际的期待。

天空突然下起倾盆大雨，我当然是在想你。我在想：你会不会突然想见我，不带雨伞，一路狂奔，湿湿的头发挂在额头，出现在我家门口。你是我不切实际的期待。

是谁允许你散发出这该死的魅力，我的心全都送给你，好的坏的，统统给你。你不要以为这样就结束了，因为我可以把我的心再拿回来。

爱的幻觉是所有的幻觉，无法列举任何一种其他的幻觉。一切幻觉都是因为压抑的梦。我经常会有爱的幻觉，以为谁谁谁爱着我，可这只是我疲倦的心制造出的美好假象，为了不让我在夜里辗转反侧，偷偷流泪。